Thursday, November 12, 2009
when the days were bright, 8:27 PM
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Hie all, i just cameback from my 24hours duty hours ago,
exhausted n dizzy, i lost alot of mass.. in one day how did that happened? i wonder... On a lighter note my smile widens from cheek to cheek as i discovered that the guard house has internet access! this dont usually happen in other camps, atleast now i have somethnig that feels like home.
However, as i browsed through the net, reading all my friends blogs including thier shout outs which they displayed, i realised that things has changed so fast while im away. It felt as though god had taken my life away but let my soul roam free just to let me see what had happened. Like a ghost I was only able to see thier problems, thier joy n the excitement, but was left there knowing theres nothing much i can do. So much so that i wanted to get involved, this cycle im going through makes it plaussible to reach. The journey had long begun for this boy whose changing into a man. The endurance and challenge which he face were a ton too heavy but determined to make his mark, as he continues to pull thru. His mind had long given up but his feet which soares through out the night marches on.
ive posted some pics there. its from my POP
i miss somepeople but at the same time sad knowing some changes were not what i want to happened. Nevertheless i believe some changes are good. and i hope things will go my way soon
when the days were bright, 10:54 AM
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Training to be soldiers.. fight for our land...
once in our life... 2 years of our time...
TIME, its time that i learned is the most precious thing u want to keep and use wisely.
life in camp we are deprive to do what we want but what must be done.
MY BMT phase has passed, gone thru thick and thin meet all kinds of people in various walk in life. THose who were not with me now were dearly missed, they were there to lend a hand so we can survive together we all played our part, time came we had to depart. Some posted out some stayed without much of a choice.
Now stil serving i was posted out temporarily (i guess) to take my combat medic course, this new challenge i face requires both mental and physical. i had to go thru test after test, needles after needles, and shouting after shouting. Its definitely a leep for me from and it graduate to be sent here and learn the anatomy of human being, so far never had i know much about it i suspect i failed my recent test haiz..
On a lighter note, we do have frequents nights out well... once a week dat is.. hmm..
i heard wer stepping over to combat phase soon.. another rough ride i guess??
atleast it kept me occupied? i miss my ite days, performing.. socialising and always putting a smile from ear to ear. now it felt as if its a thing of a past, and i saw a vid of my friends performing i was jealous haha i cant believe they perform that song!! we use to sang in the hallway haha those were the days,..
Raya wasnt been much of celebration for me. i barely see my ite friends due to tight schedule sometime im just too exhausted and take my weekend as a sleeping festival. I hope thye dont think i forget them its the direct opposite i wish i could spent time with them.
16 oct 2009, HAPPY BDAE TO ME!! haha big numbers comes big responsibility.. i was sky high when i found out my friends wished me, even those i dont expect to remember haha i underestimated them, bad bad me... but 16 oct was a very rough ride for me, i had exams wic i cant do, i had soccer match wic i lost 4-1, and awarded a defaulters parade.. for those who dont know its acutally a punishment, hmm and early bdae present? haha . i learnt my lesson its now being kept deep inside a dungeon. i would like to wish selamat hari raya maaf zahri dan batin to all that i cant meet.
maaf zahir dan batin... insyallah when i can juggle i ll find the time.
when the days were bright, 8:09 PM
Thursday, July 9, 2009
INSOMNIA...
mentally tired
people care with a reason
even when they deny it
cause inside they dont mean it
nevertheless handsome ar gmbr ni.. hahah :P
thank u
when the days were bright, 4:33 PM
For u those who cared and was there
syafiq givs back ,
we really shouldnt expect anything but challenges in life,
cause if u dont, ull get hurt when things doesnt go ur way.
giving up is always a way to get away
but solving it is another story
to the people who showed compassion and care the past few days
i thank u for ur effort.
after tmr wont be hearing me anymore haha even after i booked out we see how it goes.
goodbye its time for me to go..
ngah feeling feeling ni yang tak kisah jng comment.. haha
nak kutuk tulis surat sua haah!
below is a recorded song i made today with a sore throat and headache
so maafla kan kalau suara tak sedap.
wanted to upload wan nyanyi fantasia bulan madu but i cant, if u want mintak je wan haha memorable moments
Sering la maafkan each other ...
berdendam tak bagus...
if u want to let it off...
just say to the person...
ingat tu kawan kawan! hahahah
yesturday i was hit by insomnia seriously tak tido sampai kol 6
i was becoming wan pau at the last moment hahah
why now? why must before book in? KNN haha
I HAD FUN wif our group, we are like families though some of them are too bz, maybe they just didnt realise, wont point fingers cause i still love u people haha
tapi favour ar eh jng perangai swine eh
later i come back.. smua perangai berubah.. dats it.
satu2 kene penampar kompang
to siti: thanks for the meal and sponsorship that day haha , guess dats it, ull never expect whats not to be it. best main L4D? haaha wan ngan saiful ada kalau nak join drng but most of all i really wanna thank u for ur EFFORT to say farewell haha plus those tears wah.. the past has been forgiven.
to Raaaaa (enam harakat): the chubby lil angel who has been the one behind all the laughter and hope, tahnk you for being there also.. =) plus thanks for the surat.. hehe u are really someone who is true soulfully, tak tipu nyer orng haha i acnt always count on u. karaoke session was memorable so as the fun times we had so far
to wan pao (dragan pao): i still dont get it how we turn up to be close friends, we were like from diff world... haha but now we are in the same catagory, we sure do spend alot of time together its up to u now to take care of the family haha and... GET A JOB haha comfirm by the time ull be the "abu dhabi" i know who is generous like Mikael jackson (MJ), buruk2 mana pun sejarah dulu.. skrng lain.. tol tak wan? hahaha kau smua...nya btul haha :P but no la hes a trustworthy guy who u can rely on but people he cant clap with one hand! he still need u guys so stand up for each other!
alamak mcm tulis surat wasiat ar...
to saiful (hardcore gay fan): wats wif u and hardcore gay? ada fetish eh hahah jkjk handsome guy.. haha funny person who loves to comment secretly, the retired date master i know, willing to help when he can, charismatic and was there always to make me look on the lighter side of note, walaupun skrng dah jrng pasal bz haha still help alot in reaching my goals. reliable and good friend in keeping secret. thank u sexy haha! ( do the "up urs" skin head pose or whatever its called, u know what i mean .. squize the chest and do the finger pose with pouting lips) HAHAHHA!
to amal: whered u go... is poly that bz? anyway goodluck in ur journey.. the person i know for is its down to earth attitude and was not the person i know who talks kasar but sensitive, lame ,proud, young women, who has small feet haha, miss the old times but were getting older guess we all change, always cover my ass when i get in trouble so its only fair my turn to say srry and thank you.. bestie we shud go out properly next time haha. last words ( cute is hot, hot is cute)
PERIOD haha apa seh period2 ni anyway
to rad: lu eh... sweet tau tapi... kenapa slalu nasib kau teruk kene lelaki durjana haha
u shud change ur taste :P haha anyway though what a waste tak dapat jumpa till meet again.
to dyla : sikit je sembunyik, sembuyik je LEBIH hahah dah la tu.. miss 2009 yng lepas tu lepas.. hehe ingat ni pepatah "bersatu teguh! berpecah roboh!" amcam malay b4 aku masih ada tak? haha :P rapat2 kan la silaturahim kita kembali. hha nanti i return smua buat hal sendiri dah tak bes ar..
to iqah: tahnk u ur the one of the chatteerbox that makes the group alive keep it up! miss kau nyer BS
to the others: sbnranya dah penat type.. oh ye to azrah hope u had the best time.. :)
and lain slmt tinggal ill be back not two weeks later maybe sebulan kot haha but ill be available for phone kols mALAM EH jng time training krng kol slmat salam ar
k dah k dah! penat ni type2 kalau kasi kiss takpa.
hehe
headaches.. headaches i need rest
to those who is in a mess clean ur self up look urself in the mirror and say ur nothing better,
u shud be helping each other we created equally and treated equally we shud, to those even who leads. jng kurang ajar bilabual nanti orng bbual kurang ajar balik lu tak terima.. haha kan dah kene
ok boy yng tak pernah basuh kain pakai tangna(me) nak outs goodbye I MISS U ALL!till one month later
ps: i...
dedicate this song to u
syafq here beggig forgiveness to those i made mistakes atau terkasar bahasa
(baikkan syafiq?) xP however theres somethings still stings
i wish they knew, karma happens
ill be there - for fun
when the days were bright, 2:56 PM
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
8 days 8 days! 8 dAYS ! AHHHHH!!!!
damn why army? police i accept without a doubt, hmm ill just have to go and find out. Nak kene beli barang agi.
wow dis past few days the air been kinda moody.
can explode anytime.. hmmm today will be going out with the group hope everything will go fine..
ill be putting up vid of wan singing and voice recording of him singin FANTASIA BULAN MADU!! HAHAHA MUAHAH!!!
when the days were bright, 12:20 PM
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Below ar the new polls pls vote. only one person is entitled to one vote, so dont be an asshole and vote twice im gonna count. the second poll is for u guys if krng nak kluar twice so dat u can meet everybody or u just need a day will do?
when the days were bright, 12:53 PM
