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Sunday, October 25, 2009

Hie all, i just cameback from my 24hours duty hours ago,

exhausted n dizzy, i lost alot of mass.. in one day how did that happened? i wonder... On a lighter note my smile widens from cheek to cheek as i discovered that the guard house has internet access! this dont usually happen in other camps, atleast now i have somethnig that feels like home.

However, as i browsed through the net, reading all my friends blogs including thier shout outs which they displayed, i realised that things has changed so fast while im away. It felt as though god had taken my life away but let my soul roam free just to let me see what had happened. Like a ghost I was only able to see thier problems, thier joy n the excitement, but was left there knowing theres nothing much i can do. So much so that i wanted to get involved, this cycle im going through makes it plaussible to reach. The journey had long begun for this boy whose changing into a man. The endurance and challenge which he face were a ton too heavy but determined to make his mark, as he continues to pull thru. His mind had long given up but his feet which soares through out the night marches on.

ive posted some pics there. its from my POP

i miss somepeople but at the same time sad knowing some changes were not what i want to happened. Nevertheless i believe some changes are good. and i hope things will go my way soon

when the days were bright, 10:54 AM

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Training to be soldiers.. fight for our land...
once in our life... 2 years of our time...

TIME, its time that i learned is the most precious thing u want to keep and use wisely.
life in camp we are deprive to do what we want but what must be done.
MY BMT phase has passed, gone thru thick and thin meet all kinds of people in various walk in life. THose who were not with me now were dearly missed, they were there to lend a hand so we can survive together we all played our part, time came we had to depart. Some posted out some stayed without much of a choice.

Now stil serving i was posted out temporarily (i guess) to take my combat medic course, this new challenge i face requires both mental and physical. i had to go thru test after test, needles after needles, and shouting after shouting. Its definitely a leep for me from and it graduate to be sent here and learn the anatomy of human being, so far never had i know much about it i suspect i failed my recent test haiz..

On a lighter note, we do have frequents nights out well... once a week dat is.. hmm..
i heard wer stepping over to combat phase soon.. another rough ride i guess??
atleast it kept me occupied? i miss my ite days, performing.. socialising and always putting a smile from ear to ear. now it felt as if its a thing of a past, and i saw a vid of my friends performing i was jealous haha i cant believe they perform that song!! we use to sang in the hallway haha those were the days,..

Raya wasnt been much of celebration for me. i barely see my ite friends due to tight schedule sometime im just too exhausted and take my weekend as a sleeping festival. I hope thye dont think i forget them its the direct opposite i wish i could spent time with them.

16 oct 2009, HAPPY BDAE TO ME!! haha big numbers comes big responsibility.. i was sky high when i found out my friends wished me, even those i dont expect to remember haha i underestimated them, bad bad me... but 16 oct was a very rough ride for me, i had exams wic i cant do, i had soccer match wic i lost 4-1, and awarded a defaulters parade.. for those who dont know its acutally a punishment, hmm and early bdae present? haha . i learnt my lesson its now being kept deep inside a dungeon. i would like to wish selamat hari raya maaf zahri dan batin to all that i cant meet.
maaf zahir dan batin... insyallah when i can juggle i ll find the time.

when the days were bright, 8:09 PM