Below ar the new polls pls vote. only one person is entitled to one vote, so dont be an asshole and vote twice im gonna count. the second poll is for u guys if krng nak kluar twice so dat u can meet everybody or u just need a day will do?

this is what happens when theres too many people,

guys pls eh its good enuf im using this to help us communicate and decide about this outing

ill be putting up new voting polls and whatever the winner date is we go ok? all of us must agree to this.

The SOng explains almost all what im going thru
wif strong lyrics that sent the message

i wish i can write songs like the mcfly does nevertheless ill try.
seems like somethings arent just the same.
given the choice u choose another path,
nothing can be force if u dont wanna upset anyone.

damn im tired just by trying to get the chords right for the song adakah mungkin
if u check the whole internet ull never get the chords for this song so i had to do it manually.
damn.. goodluck wan in trying to sing the song hahaha

i want to write a song but i need someone to help me out together at the same place or we are not gonna get on the same page.
its not as easy u get the lyric from someone whose not there and a rythm equals to a song.
I REPEAT ITS NOT DAT SIMPLE , u have to work together. so dats why its hard to do it alone u need them to b tthere so there no how to put the words or it doesnt work.
im just a musician and a half way song writer haha i need help!

besides i always express my thoughts in song

Ok VOte HERE are the dates!

NEver say theres always tomorrow to do it if u have to do it by today, cause itll never happen
hahah

ok people i want to make an announcement! PLS GIVE ME THE DATES BILA KRNG FREE KITA NAK PLAN OUTING NI TO CELEBRATE MY COUNTDOWN HAHA!
tak kesian ke tngk kita ni nak kene conscript masuk army,
n b somebodies bitch in the camp?


haha SInce tak ada orng nak take reponsibility to plan kan... I TAKE the job! SO DIS TIME... i tell u the dates.. krng vote ar mana satu nak! ok! haha Aiya tau enjoy.... je makcik2 eh??

and guys pun satu dunia sendiri.. je. COME ON PEOPLE this is once in a blue moon group outing were talking here.. so ok nanti i giv a list of plans krng vote ar nak mana satu ok???

Vote ends 23rd JUNE!
PEACE OUT

HEY! haha

just... when i thought of leave this blog alone
i just had to post something,
well i have only a month to go anyway look at the
COUNTDOWN CLOCK i have put there hahahaa

Guys...? What do you think cool huh? hahahah
*raise eyebrowse sinisterly*

Anyway past few days something came up which turn my mood around from ok to worst! This is what u get when u believe a misunderstanding verdict from someone u trust, and its about another person u trust. Suddenly i become untrustworthy, sad but now i dont wanna give a damn. i know they are just trouble in thier minds got no one else but me, for just believing i had not done even one thing that would destroy anything. However yeah thats what the person want to believe.

Sometimes i just wanna say...
SILENCE! or I KILL U!
that would have solved the problem.

The headaches doesnt seem to stop, the humidity adds on the irritation and the people i need to talk to is missing. DAmmit cant u people sit still haha atleast release me from the cell i built upon myself and get a breath of fresh air.

I cant depend on u people always.., guess i have to break the barrier on my own.
MOving on always seem harsh on the eyes, but we have to belief that there is always
another rope for us to cling on. sometimes they just hang there but ur being pessimistic and says there would be no one like the person. OF course la deyh if all the same boring lor... then and this point ur gonna say " no i dont want, i want to stay this way.." but then again u must remember, are u gonna die staying there stranded or gonna die trying and explore every oppurtunity there is out in the real world?

ive been thru this stage time and time again some hurts most cause they dont know how we feel and they hate u for some reason or went off wif somebody u dont giv a damn, worst gone wif someone u knoe. Some care of the other party feelings will they be ok? sooner or later someone gonna get hurt, its u or them. if u wnt to b a hero carry on but dont go crying and say i shouldnt have done it, cause "its too late to apologise.." (sings apologise)

But thats relationships of man and woman, friendship though is a diff thing altogether. hmm..

Time flies fast dont they? a month to go and im out. i wont regret, theres nothing for me to loose just my own lazyness, pride, and priveledge style ive been living on.

I MUST stop living like a king and start being a peasant.

goodnight. and goodmorning.



i just thought this is a cool song

GOSSIP~

sounds familiar to you?

damn right it is, we all do, dont come and tell me u dont.
ur lying to urself smack urself and wake up .XD

today

i learn dat gossip is a mean socialising system that can hurt people,
but who can avoid this, in the current society?? i think even the pious make this mistake.
BUT im not saying they are.

however before i continue, let me show u the FIVE meaning of todays topic "GOSSIP!"

1. Rumor or talk of a personal, sensational, or intimate nature.
2. A person who habitually spreads intimate or private rumors or FACTS.(yeah facts baby~) haha
3. Trivial, chatty talk or writing.
4. A close friend or companion.
5. Chiefly British A godparent.

NOW.. enuf of intro lets concentrate on no.2~ haha that will be the main event!
i have a few friends got affected by this,
normally we are the ones saying it
its sad to see this happening, we say were saying the facts so its not gosssiping however when we talk behind thier backs about it and not adressing the matter MANO O MANO or man to man or one on one, or whatever fancy name ur giving for that matter haha, to that person what the problem and solve it. It just gets worst.

this shit happens everytime, sometimes gossip can even break a relationship ties. now thats harsh, however, whatever the mistakes we make we must learn the mistake. when i heard this gossip from one of my friend i realised what that person was doing was what i did to a ex-friend not long ago. now i really understand why it happen between us, and what i should avoid doing from happening again..

al kisah.. haha

well thats , that.

Today at 5pm my parents and grand parents will be flying to saudi arabia and perform the haj, or pilgrimage at mecca.
hope they go safely and return safely, AMIN. Recently there has been a controversy about the visa, alhamdulillah, with gods grace they manage to get them on time.

just dis mrning i had to carry thier bags, and off to meet saiful at tamp int. just by being in the airport somehow i imagine when will i be there haha. anyway today was hot! just after prayers me and saiful went seperate ways and im suppose to go to school but...
i fainted on the sofa as soon as i got home and had a drink of cold water. hhaha
woke up at 4 when somebody decided to ring and wake me up. it was OLD bestie amal and OLD friend hazwan hahaha they wanted to go out. THEY learn that boredom is a big thing in life hahah "kluar kluar kluar!" :P haha

went to skul to sent the shirt i borrowed from kassim, then off to century squARE to eat dinner with most of the singing club gang hahah! discovered teha is a wierd funny and frank person, all this while i just tot she was "SIAO" haha no offence, learned that kassim have been having problems so we help him a lil in his decisions. all the best beb. Hope u learn something along the way this is part and parcel of life.

unexpectedly today i had fun.
lets wait and see what adventures comes head on.

sekian terima kasih HAHAH!
(tak perlu seh ni) xD

I FORGOT ONE MORE THING
TO ELAH THERE IN THE PICTURE
SRRY TAK DATANG UR PERFORMANCE

PROMISE TO COME TO UR NEXT PERFORMANCE :)
ALL THE BEST!!

hunnie bunnie xD

HEY ALL

thats right! im back!?
i miss myself. the holidatys are making me dull,
im giving one more try on blog.

when pocket money runs out. things change
stress beby HOlding on to this strange emotions

have u seen the movie MIB where they can mke u forget what had just happened with just a small device looks like a pen, that has a flash and you can only remember on the date they programed you to remember. "WELL.. its happening to me now" except i cant remember anything just dark, dirty little secrets.

A horror movie i tell you., Been thru shit, and more shit are coming ahead of time
thats right, now everytime i wake up i hear people march, and singing jingles from the army.

hell no, im going in to guards. To others "Cool" "wah fit ah" "not bad" "Commando pe boy?"

have u guys ever seen russle peters in one of his stand up comedy? theres a scene about beating a child and russel stories about how he tried to diss his father and see if he can excape with a lifeline called "i'll call child services!" haha hes father asked him to do the dishes and he replied this to his dad "FUCK U DAD!!!" and dats for u guys who thinks guards is something im proud of, hell no i tell u. hahahah why dont u assholes get off those chairs while reading to this blog and replying to TAGGED "hie thanks for the add :)" shits, go and do something about that fats that surrounds u like panctured bus tyre. xD ANd WHen that happens and u manage to get what i get, i wanna laugh at u XD mean? look in the mirror n reflect.

recently went to buisness seminar, and i learn alot. about health and wealth. they thought me stuff dat can make me dont wnna work anymore. yeah to some, getting a safe job is preferred, hey go ahead. but theres another way u can make money. u can make money work for you. u just have to know how. and sit there scraching ur ass while money goes in ur pocket cool huh? well its not as easy as it sounds its a risky task, but once ur good at it. goodbye working.

in that time i learn having a vehilcle is a liability. but im not gonna use dis is as an excuse for me not taking any license, lazy bastard.
its not about saving its about spending, but doesnt mean u dont need to save. anyway enuf of these buisness tips, i bet u guys ngah ternganga je. But its true, now my brother doesnt need to work he already invested on a buisness and estimated that $5000 goes into hes pocket by just overlooking the process. now who wants that to happen to u every month? its called passive income and cashflow. hes still working though but he cant wait to quit use the money on other investment. i said i want in, but he said no. too bad kalau tak byebye money masuk pocket everyday leh blanja korang haha, that was that now i have to wait for another oppurtunity if it arise again.

BoooRRRiiing sitting at home , but maybe its not that maybe i just want to socialise. the faster way to kill me is not to feed me chicken and making me shut up for a whole month. hais...
i love LAst summer =)


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