just... when i thought of leave this blog alone i just had to post something, well i have only a month to go anyway look at the COUNTDOWN CLOCK i have put there hahahaa
Guys...? What do you think cool huh? hahahah *raise eyebrowse sinisterly*
Anyway past few days something came up which turn my mood around from ok to worst! This is what u get when u believe a misunderstanding verdict from someone u trust, and its about another person u trust. Suddenly i become untrustworthy, sad but now i dont wanna give a damn. i know they are just trouble in thier minds got no one else but me, for just believing i had not done even one thing that would destroy anything. However yeah thats what the person want to believe.
Sometimes i just wanna say... SILENCE! or I KILL U! that would have solved the problem.
The headaches doesnt seem to stop, the humidity adds on the irritation and the people i need to talk to is missing. DAmmit cant u people sit still haha atleast release me from the cell i built upon myself and get a breath of fresh air.
I cant depend on u people always.., guess i have to break the barrier on my own. MOving on always seem harsh on the eyes, but we have to belief that there is always another rope for us to cling on. sometimes they just hang there but ur being pessimistic and says there would be no one like the person. OF course la deyh if all the same boring lor... then and this point ur gonna say " no i dont want, i want to stay this way.." but then again u must remember, are u gonna die staying there stranded or gonna die trying and explore every oppurtunity there is out in the real world?
ive been thru this stage time and time again some hurts most cause they dont know how we feel and they hate u for some reason or went off wif somebody u dont giv a damn, worst gone wif someone u knoe. Some care of the other party feelings will they be ok? sooner or later someone gonna get hurt, its u or them. if u wnt to b a hero carry on but dont go crying and say i shouldnt have done it, cause "its too late to apologise.." (sings apologise)
But thats relationships of man and woman, friendship though is a diff thing altogether. hmm..
Time flies fast dont they? a month to go and im out. i wont regret, theres nothing for me to loose just my own lazyness, pride, and priveledge style ive been living on.
I MUST stop living like a king and start being a peasant.
