Selamat HARI RAYA.. MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN... THE LIGHTINGS ,THE DECORATIONS, WEARING MATCHING COLOURS OF KURUNG, HAND SHAKES AND WORDS OF GOOD WILL. FORGIVENESS WAS EVERYWHERE THROWN ONTO EACH OTHER & FIRWORKS ON THE STICK PLAYED BY LITTLE CHILDREN RUNNING AROUND IN CIRCLES, RAYA WAS EVERYWHERE WONDERFUL AS U WOULD HAVE IMAGINE.
HOWEVER BEHIND EVERY CURTAINS LIES A SURPRISE, IF U WOULD ASK ME. YES ANXIOUS AS I AM ABOUT THE FESTIVE FELT A LIL DISTANCE FROM SOMEONE USED TO BE CLOSE TO ME. SOME GOOD AND BAD MEMORIES U KNOW SOMEHOW IF UR CELEBRATING THIS HOLY MOMENT, FORGIVING WAS ONE U SHOULD NOT IGNORE, NO MATTER HOW HARD IT BREAKS. UNLESS ITS SOMETHING U CANT NOT REALLY FORGIVE TILL THEY PROVE U HOW SINCERE WAS THE APOLOGY.
MOST OF YOU I KNOW IS FEELING SOMEHOW THE SAME AND U KNOW U HAVE TO FORGIVE THEM AND FORGET ALL THE MISTAKES AND HURT TO YOU OR YOUR FRIENDS. TO SOME ITS EASY AND TO SOME ITS HARD DEPENDS ON BIG THE MISTAKE IS, NAMUN TETAPI SEDANGKAN NABI MAAFKAN UMATNYA KITA JUGA HARUS MEMAAFKAN SAUDARA2 KITA. SAYA YAKIN ADA KEBAIKAN ATAS APA YANG KITA LAKUKAN SELAMA INI SEPERTI PUASA DAN MEMAAFKAN ANTARA SESAMA MUSLIM, TETAPI HARUSLA KITA MEMAAFKAN MEREKA SAMBIL BERJABAT TANGAN.
YEST RAYA WAS SLOW AND STEADY, NO RUSH FROM THE END OF JOHOR BACK TO SINGAPORE. IT WAS A LONG TRIP DIDNT REALLY WENT FOR THE MONEY, JUST TO MENIKMATI SUASANA HARI RAYA, THOUGH I DESPERATELY NEED CASH. I STILL REMEMBER WHEN I WAS A KID I WANTED TO GO AS MUCH HOUSES AS I POSSIBILY CAN JUST TO GET THOSE GREEN PACKETS FILLED WITH COLD HARD CASH OF 2 BUCKS HAHA I SHAKE ALL THE ADULTS HANDS HOPING FOR ONE OF THEM TO DRAW OUT THOSE ONE WAY TICKET TO TOY'R'US HAHA. WAS FOND OF WATER GUNS AND SEXY CARS OF THE HOTWHEELS. HA.. THOSE WERE THE DAYS... IM AT WORK NOW GOT PLENTY OF TIME TO THINK AS MY CO-WORKER HAPPILY SLEEP THRU THE MORNING HAHA
THIS RAYA I WANT TO FEEL THAT TOGETHERNESS WHICH IS MISSING. CANT WAIT TO MEET MY BROTHERS, SISTERS, ANGLES N SOME OTHER PEOPLE HAHA. YEST AT GRANNY PLACE MY GRANDPA GAVE THE WHOLE FAMILY A SPEECH, IN HIS SPEECH HE REMIND US TO ALWAYS PRAY 5 TIMES A WEEK NEVER TO SKIP IT. HE TELLS THIS IS A PILLAR FOR US WHEN WE HAVE DIED. HE CRYS AS HE SPOKE SOFTLY BUT WE ALL HEARD IT LOUD AND CLEAR WHAT HE MEANT. TOL2 MENYUSUK JIWA.. INSYALLAH TOK I WILL DO IT, THIS IS NOT JUST AN ADVICE ITS A MUST TO ALL MUSLIMS. TO PRAY BEFORE PEOPLE PRAY FOR YOU, AND WHEN THAT HAPPENS TIADA MAAF BAGIMU. AND IN THAT SPEECH HE EMPHASISED WHEN HES GONE MY FATHER WILL TAKE OVER THE FAMILY.. THIS WAY I UNDERSTAND MY GRANDPA DID THIS SO THAT THERE WONT BE MUCH ARGUEMENTS BETWEEN THE TAKEOVER. ALHAMDULILLAH MY UNCLE AND AUNTIES IS NOT LIKE THE ONES IM THINKING OF. DAN SYUKUR ALHAMDULILLAH SAYA MEMPUNYAI KELUARGA YANG SIHAT.
EVENTHOUGH I NEVER REALLY SHOW MY LOVE. BEFORE ITS TOO LATE LOVE U ATOK AND NENEK. U HAVE HELPED RAISED ME AND IM FORTUNATE FOR THAT. AND TO MY PARENTS THANK YOU FOR FEEDING ME AND GAVE ME EDUCATION.
haha i rmember this song.. by hard and i know u do too :)
