hie everyone.. finally im 19 now.. haha however im in a dilemma of feelings it was early in the morning and i don't know what to feel happy or sad? sad cause it will be my last teen days, and it felt like i had to just reminisce the past that was full of fun, laughter and tears. happy cause its my birthday and to spent every last of it?
i feel so much closer to tees. time is like running out. however i know things have to be taken slowly but i fear i have not felt happy enough. to some this wouldn't be a problem its diff =)
k now lets talk how my birthday goes.. it was 1.30 in the morning somebody called me when i was sleeping comfortably on my bed, as soon as i heard a girls voice i assumed it was one of my angels.. so i said hello and asked who's there? instead of giving an answer she questioned me back. (aiya jialat ar its already late and she wants to play who wants to be a millionaire ) haha so i answered with three of the angels name and all of which i assumed were wrong. nice going fiq. xD so i asked then who are you? to my surprise it was SITI FATIMAH bTE dot dot dot haha we chatted awhile but my eyes were too heavy, my mind was about to crash and my voice sounded as rough as the edges of the mountain rocks ( suara ngah seksi ar) haha finally we said goodbye and hung up
i take a peek in my inbox and had 7 messages haha thanks all for the birthday wish all of which i cherish the most.. wan pao was the 1st guy to say my bdae wish.. ( berikan tepukan..) haha 1st gurl i cant remember syidah or mas but i can remember last girl to wish me bdae raeya! ( berikan tepukan..) menjai penutup tirai haha.
didnt get any presents but aww.. my angels brought me presents!!! touching kape... haha radh thanks tau radh serious haha im so happy i finally got a beg first theyy trick me on believeing it was a small beg but i dont mind the thoughts that counts. hug* haha
pic pic! jng lupa sent so i can post them the raya pics.. and everything
for you for you and happy bdae to my self
My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all the morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all And even if I could it'd all be gray, but your picture on my wall it reminds me that it's not so bad it's not so bad
I drank too much last night, got bills to pay my head just feels in pain I missed the bus and there'll be hell today I'm late for work again and even if I'm there, they'll all imply that I might not last the day and then you call me and it's not so bad it's not so bad and
I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life Oh just to be with you is giving me the best day of my life
Push the door, I'm home at last and I'm soaking through and through then you handed me a towel and all I see is you and even if my house falls down now, I wouldn't have a clue because you're near me and
I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life Oh just to be with you is giving the best day of my life