hello all.. i know.. i know.. its been awhile ive been updating right..? miss me eh..? hahaha
suddenly someone turn off the radio.. well actually im at work now.. seems like i have time right so why not use the precious time work on my blog haha ive learnt so far in attachment: set up ip phones, config switch with spanning tree protocols and use it to connect the internet at 100mbps ( the difference between 100mbps in this place and at home..) theres no lag!! i troubleshoot connection between servers and switch which took me half a day.. damn it, but finally we got it right.. an access point dropped the other day.. and we had to reconfigure and solve e problem at the same day after which i learn the bitter truth about my course.. it opens my eyes my heart to study again.. i had once thought this was enough but i was far from right. people of IT... to us when gaining knowledge the sky is the limit. Each time theres new technolgy must learn
but there were times that make me smile and laugh till the ceilings drop. mainly was laughing along with ali... the man.. who dropped coffee in datacentre.. he was so scared of the aunty that he had to mop the floor. and times with thomas was fun as well.. where ali always pinpoints thomas physical appearance just cause hes has sharp nipples hahah! then he would just tickle his nipples and thomas hes bestfriend at work will push him against the glass wall.. and u can c ali face flat on the glass from the other side.. haha but there were also times.. i made mistakes.. like short circuiting a rack, pls dont tell ali i accidently plug out bluecoats wires (a device used in data centre, want more details go and google it lazyass) and lastly i accidently brought in a virus as i was searching for software regarding pc remote access however i manage to delete it with the help of google haha!
izah.. if ur reading this im sure. in ur heart( bila nak upload gambar!!) hahaha ok..ok.. nak upload ni.. tapi i want to make mcm satu link then u can view.. all the pics. can help me with the java anyone? anyway so hows everybody? some are in dilemma.. and some has just moved on.. bravo to those who has overcome that urge to fail and submit to their needs.. remember u have ur own dignity
when the days were bright, 4:03 PM
Saturday, October 18, 2008
hie everyone.. finally im 19 now.. haha however im in a dilemma of feelings it was early in the morning and i don't know what to feel happy or sad? sad cause it will be my last teen days, and it felt like i had to just reminisce the past that was full of fun, laughter and tears. happy cause its my birthday and to spent every last of it?
i feel so much closer to tees. time is like running out. however i know things have to be taken slowly but i fear i have not felt happy enough. to some this wouldn't be a problem its diff =)
k now lets talk how my birthday goes.. it was 1.30 in the morning somebody called me when i was sleeping comfortably on my bed, as soon as i heard a girls voice i assumed it was one of my angels.. so i said hello and asked who's there? instead of giving an answer she questioned me back. (aiya jialat ar its already late and she wants to play who wants to be a millionaire ) haha so i answered with three of the angels name and all of which i assumed were wrong. nice going fiq. xD so i asked then who are you? to my surprise it was SITI FATIMAH bTE dot dot dot haha we chatted awhile but my eyes were too heavy, my mind was about to crash and my voice sounded as rough as the edges of the mountain rocks ( suara ngah seksi ar) haha finally we said goodbye and hung up
i take a peek in my inbox and had 7 messages haha thanks all for the birthday wish all of which i cherish the most.. wan pao was the 1st guy to say my bdae wish.. ( berikan tepukan..) haha 1st gurl i cant remember syidah or mas but i can remember last girl to wish me bdae raeya! ( berikan tepukan..) menjai penutup tirai haha.
didnt get any presents but aww.. my angels brought me presents!!! touching kape... haha radh thanks tau radh serious haha im so happy i finally got a beg first theyy trick me on believeing it was a small beg but i dont mind the thoughts that counts. hug* haha
pic pic! jng lupa sent so i can post them the raya pics.. and everything
for you for you and happy bdae to my self
My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all the morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all And even if I could it'd all be gray, but your picture on my wall it reminds me that it's not so bad it's not so bad
I drank too much last night, got bills to pay my head just feels in pain I missed the bus and there'll be hell today I'm late for work again and even if I'm there, they'll all imply that I might not last the day and then you call me and it's not so bad it's not so bad and
I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life Oh just to be with you is giving me the best day of my life
Push the door, I'm home at last and I'm soaking through and through then you handed me a towel and all I see is you and even if my house falls down now, I wouldn't have a clue because you're near me and
I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life Oh just to be with you is giving the best day of my life
when the days were bright, 11:06 AM
Friday, October 10, 2008
ello.. srry dah lama tak update blog firstly i miss u all haha yest i got in a formula one race wif saiful and we have the pics to proove dat we beat each other record at first i set the record straight then he battle down to the core i beat my best record and now holds 14.40 sec on the race track exciting beb haha everytime i beat a record he beats another one the rivalry was equivelant to mclaren and ferari i upload the formula one heat between me and saiful haha very tight beb.
But now let me present to you another song i wrote the lyrics but the piano totally not me but mystery man.. hahah
its for all those who trying believe they can still do it if they try one more time ( and in which i think we all can )
BUt let me warn you this is for personnel use only
kalau nak kene saman silakan not my prob i did dis just for myself but i shared to you cause i want u all to listen :)
THESE ARE THE LYRICS I WROTE With MY OWN HALF NAKED SWOLLEN BRAINS AT NIGHT hhaha
i still remember.. it was cold that night when i hold ur hands and so scaredwe both were but the touch seemed like it was meant to be with u my baby
do u still remember the place we used to sit and we spoke about the future will there be a day that we can finally say i love you , lady
this could be that day
and i.. would just reached to the sky and bring that dream back to you.. where we left off and i.. know that it would not be enough to just say the words so im here to prove it to you
if there is a chance to choose u know u want to start a new and i am too could this be the one we know we could and i think we should try this cause theres little to choose
and i.. will be that new things in life like u always wanted it to be excitng and wild and i.. would just reached to the sky and bring that dream back to you.. where we left off and i.. know that it would not be enough to just say the words so im here to prove it to you and i.. know thats gonna be enough so i am here again to show u that i am true..
i am true..
when the days were bright, 1:44 AM
Saturday, October 4, 2008
YEA YEA I HAVE A SONG OF MY OWN! DID THIS SONG TILL 2AM IN THE MORNING!
untuk puteri nah ni dah habis ni nak dengar sangat kan? haha to all my friends i have created a song
and this are the lyrics came from inside.. =)
kenangan ku berulang dan bermain walaupun seketika pabila ku pejam mata, terkenangmu
kejauhan.. terlalu jauh dari dakapanku ku tak berkata aku cinta atau akan menunggu dirimu
(chorus) tak dapat ku bayangkan.. di hari ini kita akan bertemu kembali
sayangku akan ku kata aku masih menyayangimu jika tidak.. terlambat hendakku kata kepadamu aku mencintaimu untuk selamanya ~
ni part satu orang main solo ar!
walaupun sudah berbulan.. hatiku kesepian.. engkau tetap di hatiku selama ini
back to (chorus)
when the days were bright, 2:05 AM
Thursday, October 2, 2008
Selamat HARI RAYA.. MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN... THE LIGHTINGS ,THE DECORATIONS, WEARING MATCHING COLOURS OF KURUNG, HAND SHAKES AND WORDS OF GOOD WILL. FORGIVENESS WAS EVERYWHERE THROWN ONTO EACH OTHER & FIRWORKS ON THE STICK PLAYED BY LITTLE CHILDREN RUNNING AROUND IN CIRCLES, RAYA WAS EVERYWHERE WONDERFUL AS U WOULD HAVE IMAGINE.
HOWEVER BEHIND EVERY CURTAINS LIES A SURPRISE, IF U WOULD ASK ME. YES ANXIOUS AS I AM ABOUT THE FESTIVE FELT A LIL DISTANCE FROM SOMEONE USED TO BE CLOSE TO ME. SOME GOOD AND BAD MEMORIES U KNOW SOMEHOW IF UR CELEBRATING THIS HOLY MOMENT, FORGIVING WAS ONE U SHOULD NOT IGNORE, NO MATTER HOW HARD IT BREAKS. UNLESS ITS SOMETHING U CANT NOT REALLY FORGIVE TILL THEY PROVE U HOW SINCERE WAS THE APOLOGY.
MOST OF YOU I KNOW IS FEELING SOMEHOW THE SAME AND U KNOW U HAVE TO FORGIVE THEM AND FORGET ALL THE MISTAKES AND HURT TO YOU OR YOUR FRIENDS. TO SOME ITS EASY AND TO SOME ITS HARD DEPENDS ON BIG THE MISTAKE IS, NAMUN TETAPI SEDANGKAN NABI MAAFKAN UMATNYA KITA JUGA HARUS MEMAAFKAN SAUDARA2 KITA. SAYA YAKIN ADA KEBAIKAN ATAS APA YANG KITA LAKUKAN SELAMA INI SEPERTI PUASA DAN MEMAAFKAN ANTARA SESAMA MUSLIM, TETAPI HARUSLA KITA MEMAAFKAN MEREKA SAMBIL BERJABAT TANGAN.
YEST RAYA WAS SLOW AND STEADY, NO RUSH FROM THE END OF JOHOR BACK TO SINGAPORE. IT WAS A LONG TRIP DIDNT REALLY WENT FOR THE MONEY, JUST TO MENIKMATI SUASANA HARI RAYA, THOUGH I DESPERATELY NEED CASH. I STILL REMEMBER WHEN I WAS A KID I WANTED TO GO AS MUCH HOUSES AS I POSSIBILY CAN JUST TO GET THOSE GREEN PACKETS FILLED WITH COLD HARD CASH OF 2 BUCKS HAHA I SHAKE ALL THE ADULTS HANDS HOPING FOR ONE OF THEM TO DRAW OUT THOSE ONE WAY TICKET TO TOY'R'US HAHA. WAS FOND OF WATER GUNS AND SEXY CARS OF THE HOTWHEELS. HA.. THOSE WERE THE DAYS... IM AT WORK NOW GOT PLENTY OF TIME TO THINK AS MY CO-WORKER HAPPILY SLEEP THRU THE MORNING HAHA
THIS RAYA I WANT TO FEEL THAT TOGETHERNESS WHICH IS MISSING. CANT WAIT TO MEET MY BROTHERS, SISTERS, ANGLES N SOME OTHER PEOPLE HAHA. YEST AT GRANNY PLACE MY GRANDPA GAVE THE WHOLE FAMILY A SPEECH, IN HIS SPEECH HE REMIND US TO ALWAYS PRAY 5 TIMES A WEEK NEVER TO SKIP IT. HE TELLS THIS IS A PILLAR FOR US WHEN WE HAVE DIED. HE CRYS AS HE SPOKE SOFTLY BUT WE ALL HEARD IT LOUD AND CLEAR WHAT HE MEANT. TOL2 MENYUSUK JIWA.. INSYALLAH TOK I WILL DO IT, THIS IS NOT JUST AN ADVICE ITS A MUST TO ALL MUSLIMS. TO PRAY BEFORE PEOPLE PRAY FOR YOU, AND WHEN THAT HAPPENS TIADA MAAF BAGIMU. AND IN THAT SPEECH HE EMPHASISED WHEN HES GONE MY FATHER WILL TAKE OVER THE FAMILY.. THIS WAY I UNDERSTAND MY GRANDPA DID THIS SO THAT THERE WONT BE MUCH ARGUEMENTS BETWEEN THE TAKEOVER. ALHAMDULILLAH MY UNCLE AND AUNTIES IS NOT LIKE THE ONES IM THINKING OF. DAN SYUKUR ALHAMDULILLAH SAYA MEMPUNYAI KELUARGA YANG SIHAT.
EVENTHOUGH I NEVER REALLY SHOW MY LOVE. BEFORE ITS TOO LATE LOVE U ATOK AND NENEK. U HAVE HELPED RAISED ME AND IM FORTUNATE FOR THAT. AND TO MY PARENTS THANK YOU FOR FEEDING ME AND GAVE ME EDUCATION.
haha i rmember this song.. by hard and i know u do too :)
